Christmas Wishes/COVID/Thinking about those on their own at Christmas

It is Christmas Eve and I have wrapped up a few of my gifts now, and do feel somewhat relieved. I was being a bit grumpy last year because I always leave Christmas cards at last minute but didn’t send any this year and I feel very theraputic for not doing so.

Don’t get me wrong I like to acknowledge people at Christmas but from now on I am going to wish everyone a Merry Christmas via social media, and send one big message out to everyone via that route.

I have changed a lot this year, and have seen the light and yes I have made mistakes but I do own up to them, and I know I am not perfect but I am okay with that now. I will never be Eintein, but I like to share on things I do know about and want to do all I can to make peace in my life and do what I love, and that is writing and living the life I have always wanted to live, even if I do have to do it on my own.

I have been playing some music to get into the spirit of Christmas, and getting my act together. Tomorrow I will begin my new fitness regime, that I will carry on as we head into the new year and have written a blog about my fitness goals this year, so go and check this out via my site:

https://sportsandfitnesscoaching.com/2020/12/22/new-year-and-new-fitness-goals-for-2021/

I will also be drafting my google blogs for tomorrow, to get ahead of myself, and hope that there will be some good films on.

It is a strange Christmas this year in that we aren’t really allowed to socialise still with a huge amount of our family and I do feel so sad for those who are elderly and will possibly be on their own this year. I bet Boris Johnson hasn’t thought about that, and I am getting very suspicious about COVID now, that I think a lot of people will be very unhappy and pray for it to be over, rather than looking forward to it.

I know we have to be careful, but my word a drink with a few family members isn’t really going to kill us is it? it appears that there are a lot of things going on in hospitals that we don’t know about, and it is scary to think that those who have gone into hospital may not come out alive.

When I was in hospital about 5 years ago I was certain that there was corruption going on because they would have their ID badges facing the other way, and none was saying Epsom and St Helier hospital, but Borehamwood, which was a hospital in Cheam and was a private hospital so wasn’t under the NHS. Some may argue this factor, but this was where my Auntie went when she was unwell and prescribed her the wrong medication which caused her to have a heart attack, and that was when I got married to my first husband.

There was a male nurse that was talking to another nurse about a pyramid scheme, and I just knew something was not quite right and was glad to have gotten out of there.

I do think the NHS are suffering and COVID has not helped at all, and are suffering a lot. There just seems that they are covering over something and would like to see someone go into these hospitals undercover to see what really are these people dying from.

From what I have read about COVID it appears to be like any other flu, because doing some online courses when I was working at a few nurseries we would do regular training on Illnesses and flu was one of them, and the symptoms do appear to be the same as COVID. They have not explained why this one is different.

I know flus can lead to other illnesses like nemonia, dehydration if you do not have enough fluids and chest infections, and also Sepsies, but they haven’t said how it kills as such. I have done my research and looked through and I can’t see anything from the details if have found that this flu stands out from the others.

Tomorrow is Christmas day and I am still going to pop out and go for a walk and sit in the park if it is open and read my book, if I can, I think we just have to keep living our lives the best we can, and hopefully by the new year, it would have all shifted again, but who knows.

Please enjoy the day as much as you can, and if you know someone is on their own why not pop a little note through their door and leave a mince pie or a chocolate on their doorstep and just let them know it is there and your thoughts are with them.

Many thanks for reading,

Carrie (L.M) X